Quick, I need a distraction!
My brain is just crazy!
(I don't know what this picture is of, but it looks like a crazy brain to me.)
Sometimes I just have to distract my mind or else I feel like I might lose it.
Today, I felt a weird pain in my abdomen that I have not felt before. It wasn't cramps, y'all. It was something weird. But because it was something different, I immediately thought to myself, "I should call my infertility doctor in case it has something to do with that."
I was secretly hoping the nurse at the doctor's office would tell me "We had better get you in right away!! You could be PREGNANT!"
That didn't happen.
After I described the pain to the lady on the phone, she politely told me that the pain was probably nothing and if it persisted for a few more days, I should call back. So we ended that conversation.
This is where my crazy brain kicked in. I was devastated that she would tell me this. I wanted my magical pregnancy. And this lady had the nerve to point out that magical pregnancy had not come around yet.
I sagged onto my bed and cried for a few minutes. But I really didn't want to be sad for a very long time. (Sometimes it is okay for me to be sad for a bit, but when it carries on too long it can ruin my whole day.)
So I thought to myself--Quick! Distraction! I need one now!
And I remembered that I wanted some ideas of how to decorate my kitchen, because my kitchen is as bland as unseasoned potatoes (there is a kitchen simile for you). So I whipped out my phone and started looking through Pinterest Kitchen ideas.
It worked! I found a few ideas I liked.
For example I might have to buy this sign I found on Pinterest. We shall see. (You can click on it if you want to find where to buy it. I figured out how to link.)
And now--
I am done Pinteresting, but my crazy brain is no longer unreasonably sad that my random symptom does not signify pregnancy.
